Hey, its day 8 , darn I miss u , miss irritating u , kissing u , hugging u , loving u , snuggling up with u , spooning u , just being close to u …..how are u doing without me ? answer me when ur back . only thing that keeps me gg is saleh’s constant re-assurance that ur fine and with ur family that’s y ur so busy …. Hope ur behaving cuz I have and ive been very close with my family and friends cuz they are the only form of love I have without u around . miss u badly and wish u were here baby boo . . . I would kiss u and not stop . . . just upset that even though we’re not like together , u forgot our anniversary . . . not a min I don’t think of u , in the bus , when I rest , when I play soccer , when I walk , when I see couples being so happy , when I see my mum , dar n baby …. Be back to me soon cuz ur all mine …. And now I know what true love really means cuz u will be a gd girl and change from realizing ur mistakes ….. rmb trust is very impt baby …. I love u sweetheart , wish u were here to kiss me gd night …… love u ! 

Empty yet filled . . .

Day 6 , gg into 7 , happy anniversary ! love u .  went for game after school today . lost 4 -1 to the Singapore u-21 squad, but after the game sundram came up to me and said well done . then later my coach said that sundram wants me to jon the u-21s !! yeah man ! so I must be gg for the trials soon . will be paid more than I already am . and if Im not wrong I said I would get in last time rmb !! hehe I love u but am very disappointed that u didn’t call or msg me at all . no emails also . keep getting reminded of the fact that u spent 1800 on calling him and not a cent on me . just clearly shows the effort and love u have put in and have for me . anyways I gotta go . nitez !! love u , don’t know if u do baby ! I still do 

emotional turmoil

Hey darling , its day 4 and im missing u terribly . wish u were here with me . yesterday I didn’t write cuz I was angry with u for not replying my mails and not even calling . I’m sorry. Was just roaming around yesterday and played soccer with my friends and all , got inured . today’s a Tuesday and I was supposed to have training later but since ive a game tmr it got cancelled . tmr we’re gonna play at jalan besar stadium and yah I made the cut of 18 players to play in the inter poly and ite and uni tournament. Am the youngest in the whole squad as well . kinda became very popular in school , more than before . random people smile and say hi and greet me . feels awkward but good ! really wish u were here and I hope u think of me . I love u baby , and I want u with me . I don’t think anyone will ever love u the way I do ……. K gotta go , im in school writing this to u . love u ! talk to u tmr 

missing my poodle . . .

Baby, its day 2 . I don’t feel right , everything I do doesn’t feel the same. I don’t know about u , but I feel alone. When I lie down on my pillow to sleep, I think of how I used to lie on ur chest and relax . . when I eat with my hands, I think of how I used to feed u . . when I sweat and wipe it of my face I think of how u used to do it for me . . when I hug my bolster I get reminded of when I hugged u baby . . and when I carry weights , I think of how I held ur hands …….all these make me weak . today I woke up and lazed around at home and went for my game. We were winning 2 nil, but they equalized and we drew the game 2-2 . well I played well and my coach gave me a game bonus of 10 bucks ! yeah ! that is not including my pay of 15 bucks .. and now im home writing this for u and after this im meeting das at amk hub to catch a movie . don’t know what time will be back , don’t wait up for me , I love u baby girl ….. talk to u tmr 

lonely days without you . . .

Hey baby, it’s the day you left. Just been a few hours but im missing u a lot . went to catch a movie with saleh , joel, Joshua , satpal and mark, Grab me to hell . then when for drinks at a stall and came back with saleh at abt 3am. Came pretty fast  cuz saleh was speeding as usual.  While walking back from 123, I usually call u . that’s when I realized that u were away and yah …..baby im really sorry for sending u off that way cuz I never meant it .  was just wanting to make u angry so that u wont miss me so much …. I think about everything before saying something. I love u and im gonna doze off while watching a movie right after this .  got a match tmr at meridian jc . I know if u were here u would wish me gd luck and all . so yah ill go into the game knowing u would be proud if I won . I love u gd night baby boo …….my poodalee poo poo .