reasons till i rhyme

Broken Strings

2009-09-06T12:30:00.000-07:00

yr reaction was not expected . . its funny how we work . Yr gg off later and spending time with yr friends whom youve been seeing loads recently seems more appealing . . . esp before flying off . I'll laugh if u dont think of me in the plane, airport, Delhi, with yr parents , b4 u slp, music,pics,memories bla bla bla . . But pls dont tell me how it was , ill drop yr jack at yr place when youre away . I'll be fine and i know u too . Rmb u want this more than i ever imagined . . so yah . . Im back and i missed u when i was there - honest . it dont matter what you are now or become , kissed anyone else or like or bla bla bla. . even if the sky is falling down . Im adjusting to life without u and its a classic love story !! hehe alright till next time , guess i've finally found a reason to rhyme and there's no need for this blog anymore . . it started cuz of u and so many other habits but it'll end with u . . The last chapter of this epic tale .

P.S. You'll be save not just tonight but every night on . . . . . . . . . . . . For u i will :)

2009-09-04T10:15:00.000-07:00

yr save tonight , and for u i will . yr call meant alot . will be back on mon 2am . terminal 2 . gd nite, gd bye and ill always be yr baby . . . Love u poo .

2009-09-04T03:31:00.000-07:00

cuz im leaving on a jet plane . . . dont know if ill be back again . . . haha ill miss u cuz ill always love u . . see u soon love . . . jakarta , here i come !!!!! muacks !

missing u its true, missing the memories i built with u:just cruel . .

2009-09-03T10:54:00.000-07:00

Once again as always , you didnt fail to remove my ear stud without me knowing . . .

2009-09-02T11:26:00.000-07:00

i love you boo .So much, im glad i have you. Clean slate, we'll start over. this time, its you & me.

Its gonna work, simply cause it started long ago. Long before either of us knew.

Loveyou. yr beautiful words that still make me smile . . . im alone but not completely for im living with u in my heart . . .

A little too not over you . . . sumi . . .

2009-09-02T11:16:00.000-07:00

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

i love u so much baby . . . my poodalee poo poo . . miss u so much sumi . . . i'll always love u and i still think of u every min of my life . . . i dont wanna miss a thing sweetheart . . .

Now and always . . just you in my heart mind and soul

2009-08-15T12:27:00.000-07:00

I love you . . . and im yours

2009-07-30T09:12:00.001-07:00

For thy heart beats of
For it yearns for love
Yet, love is not on the scale
of gain.
For thy heart is slowly beating
away..
For the cries and heartache
seems to never end
For it is here to stay.
Through thy hidden fears..
only thy cries speaks very
loudly.
For at one time..it was disguised
with smiles very proudly.
Yet, no one seems to notice the pain
that grows inside of thee.
For thy have kneeled on thines
knees..asking...
'is this how it's gonna be? '
Trust
Devotion
and Love is not in the picture,
For trine heart is broken and
crushed into different measures and
mixtures.
For how thy pray to the heavens for
love.
For one can only wait for the
answer from way up above.
For thy love being in love....
but ones discovered that love don't
love thee.
For time has passed..love seems to
hide from thee.
How can this be?
For one feels that love is not meant
for thee.
Hoping
Wishing
and Praying that love is for thee.
Hopefully a miracle will come and
open thy eyes..So thy can see that
love is there for thee.
But until then...thy' Love Being In Love..
But Love Don't Love Thee.'

pinnacle of life

2009-07-14T00:09:00.000-07:00

just going with the flow . Its hard to take notice , live and let die . I love you .

2009-06-12T10:57:00.001-07:00

Hey, its day 8 , darn I miss u , miss irritating u , kissing u , hugging u , loving u , snuggling up with u , spooning u , just being close to u …..how are u doing without me ? answer me when ur back . only thing that keeps me gg is saleh’s constant re-assurance that ur fine and with ur family that’s y ur so busy …. Hope ur behaving cuz I have and ive been very close with my family and friends cuz they are the only form of love I have without u around . miss u badly and wish u were here baby boo . . . I would kiss u and not stop . . . just upset that even though we’re not like together , u forgot our anniversary . . . not a min I don’t think of u , in the bus , when I rest , when I play soccer , when I walk , when I see couples being so happy , when I see my mum , dar n baby …. Be back to me soon cuz ur all mine …. And now I know what true love really means cuz u will be a gd girl and change from realizing ur mistakes ….. rmb trust is very impt baby …. I love u sweetheart , wish u were here to kiss me gd night …… love u !

Empty yet filled . . .

2009-06-12T10:54:00.000-07:00

Day 6 , gg into 7 , happy anniversary ! love u . went for game after school today . lost 4 -1 to the Singapore u-21 squad, but after the game sundram came up to me and said well done . then later my coach said that sundram wants me to jon the u-21s !! yeah man ! so I must be gg for the trials soon . will be paid more than I already am . and if Im not wrong I said I would get in last time rmb !! hehe I love u but am very disappointed that u didn’t call or msg me at all . no emails also . keep getting reminded of the fact that u spent 1800 on calling him and not a cent on me . just clearly shows the effort and love u have put in and have for me . anyways I gotta go . nitez !! love u , don’t know if u do baby ! I still do

emotional turmoil

2009-06-12T10:52:00.000-07:00

Hey darling , its day 4 and im missing u terribly . wish u were here with me . yesterday I didn’t write cuz I was angry with u for not replying my mails and not even calling . I’m sorry. Was just roaming around yesterday and played soccer with my friends and all , got inured . today’s a Tuesday and I was supposed to have training later but since ive a game tmr it got cancelled . tmr we’re gonna play at jalan besar stadium and yah I made the cut of 18 players to play in the inter poly and ite and uni tournament. Am the youngest in the whole squad as well . kinda became very popular in school , more than before . random people smile and say hi and greet me . feels awkward but good ! really wish u were here and I hope u think of me . I love u baby , and I want u with me . I don’t think anyone will ever love u the way I do ……. K gotta go , im in school writing this to u . love u ! talk to u tmr

missing my poodle . . .

2009-06-12T10:50:00.000-07:00

Baby, its day 2 . I don’t feel right , everything I do doesn’t feel the same. I don’t know about u , but I feel alone. When I lie down on my pillow to sleep, I think of how I used to lie on ur chest and relax . . when I eat with my hands, I think of how I used to feed u . . when I sweat and wipe it of my face I think of how u used to do it for me . . when I hug my bolster I get reminded of when I hugged u baby . . and when I carry weights , I think of how I held ur hands …….all these make me weak . today I woke up and lazed around at home and went for my game. We were winning 2 nil, but they equalized and we drew the game 2-2 . well I played well and my coach gave me a game bonus of 10 bucks ! yeah ! that is not including my pay of 15 bucks .. and now im home writing this for u and after this im meeting das at amk hub to catch a movie . don’t know what time will be back , don’t wait up for me , I love u baby girl ….. talk to u tmr

lonely days without you . . .

2009-06-12T10:44:00.000-07:00

Hey baby, it’s the day you left. Just been a few hours but im missing u a lot . went to catch a movie with saleh , joel, Joshua , satpal and mark, Grab me to hell . then when for drinks at a stall and came back with saleh at abt 3am. Came pretty fast cuz saleh was speeding as usual. While walking back from 123, I usually call u . that’s when I realized that u were away and yah …..baby im really sorry for sending u off that way cuz I never meant it . was just wanting to make u angry so that u wont miss me so much …. I think about everything before saying something. I love u and im gonna doze off while watching a movie right after this . got a match tmr at meridian jc . I know if u were here u would wish me gd luck and all . so yah ill go into the game knowing u would be proud if I won . I love u gd night baby boo …….my poodalee poo poo .

life as it unfolds . .

2009-05-24T02:16:00.000-07:00

sch sch sch . . . it boring yet fun . tiring yet energetic . if only i could feel the way she feels , i think life would be much easier, lighter and worth living . sch , her , soccer and friends , i love them all , but my love just for her is more than what everything else weighs . . . matter in me is now matter in her .

Collide

2009-04-16T09:18:00.000-07:00

Everyday it seems , we are bound to make mistakes but few learn from it . And I'm one of them who doesn't . And thats the reason for my title . I always find reasons to cover up for my mistakes. So much so that my mistakes can even be labelled as wrong-doings . Well , most of the time it feels alright , but sometimes it stings . So bad, I wish i could turn back time . Even the best fall down some time , even the stars refuse to shine , out of the doubt that fills my mind , I somehow find you and I collide . Yes like Howie's song , my life coincides with this woman . So often i fall into it , yet i never learn . But this time round , I think I've a reason to be happy. For it all seems to rhyme , everything with her is going fine and i've fallen . Darn !!